不惜葛者若，但伤知音稀

haha..too be honest..kinda sad during the Farewell Party...
firstly...
i kena shot by someone that my hair was like 神木与瞳..
walau hurt dao....
okay fine...next kena shot by another one saying Yong Sui..walau...
walau walau...shoootttt dao..
haiz....
but but but...
i was damn happy to found out that actually my little bro-JunLyn
watched the same genre of anime...with me...
and..and and...
Junlyn actually loved FRUITS BASKET and YUKI-KUN
which is so so so my buddy...
woohoo..cheered me up alot...
haha...later on me khai and junlyn actually watched The Death Note..and we loved L so much..
haha...
i was so freaking happy that junlyn also watched Vampire Knight...Final Fantasy VII...
woohoo...too happy to express...later on i finally found someone that wrote
the same chinese essay..which is KengYong,Weilshern and Zhisim...
haiz..felt so so relieved...
haha and khai compliment that my house's kitchen is Nice XD XD XD

Thanks to those who cheered me up XD

感动故事（上）篇

I would like to share a very very touching story to all berries out there..teehee...
so sorry need to be "translated" to chinese..because i can express better..lalala...
so here it goes....Ikimashou~~

她独自坐在屋外的秋千，观赏着那斜阳的光辉，并倒数着她剩下的时间。这是他从屋内走出来，她邀他一起坐在秋千观赏这风景宜人的落日。

她对他感叹：“唉，我偶尔会想起他们呢。。。。不知他们过得如何呢?"

他答道：“我也是。。。”

她的脸上不禁露出笑容，并对他说：“可是，我还比较喜欢和你单独生活，过二人世界！其实当我们独处时，心里有好多好多话想对你说，但不知为什么却说不出来。。。”

她看着一直守护着她的他，并真诚地对他说：“Arigatou,Chrno!”
他便紧紧握着她那冰冷的手。

她问他：“不然我。。。”

他对她说：“如果你不在人间了，那么我也不愿意活得比你长久。。。”

他看见逐渐衰弱的她，心痛地说：“Rosette,是时候进去休息了。。。”

这是她的双眼含泪，紧紧拥抱坐在身旁的他，并激动地说：
“Chrno,我真的不想那么快离开人间，我真的真的好想活下去，若我的生命可以延续多几年就足够了。。。”

他抱着无辜的她，眼眶里的泪水不停滑落。他深知，他心爱的她没有多少时间了。

他和她发现太阳一直向西边滑落，斜阳也渐渐收起了光辉，她胸前挂着的时钟滴答滴答
随着斜阳的光辉一起流逝。眼看只剩下30秒的时间，两人互相依偎，并紧紧握着彼此的双手，倒数剩下的30秒。

当时钟指向0000时，两人的双眼慢慢地闭起来。。。。。

摘自《Chrno Crusade Last Final Episode》
（稍有更改）

毕业的滋味真苦！！！

当我获得你的拥抱时，
一切伤心的情绪，
都涌在心头,
眼泪不听使唤。。。

当我看见你们偷偷地读着我写给你们的信时，
表面上是很愤怒，
可是却感激不尽。。。

当我看见你们在玩WII时的笑容，
心里很开心，
不禁也笑了起来！！

当我听见你们说，
要往别处用餐时，
心里难过不已，差点儿泪如泉桶。。

当我看见你为我流泪时，
我感到无比的感动。。
你确确实实为我流下了珍贵的眼泪。。。

当我看见手表上指着8：30PM时，
心里清楚知道，
我们道别的时间愈来愈近。。。。

当我看见你们的背影
一个一个 离我而去，
突然发现，我原来是那么的孤单寂寞。

当我翻开你们在我的纪念册留下的笔迹时，
好想好想 大哭一场，
因为里面的每一句话都是
出自真挚真诚真心。。。。

朋友，
谢谢你们！
请原谅我的过错，
你们永远是我的好朋友。。。
我爱你们。。。
你们永远活在我心里。。。。

Failure

Every Single Thing I Do..SUCKS
Every Single Thing I Try..USELESS
Every Single Thing I Strive for it.... WORTHLESS

All my EFFORTS..WASTED..
Why everyone can achieve plenty of A's for trials..while i just can't!!
I really really tried..very hard....
About 1 month SPM is here!
And there was no sign of improvement in me...
My sejarah,physics,modmaths...chemistry,bio,addmaths...totally sucks!
Even the easiest paper...modmaths..cant score....
wooh! I am useless....
i heard someone saying..modmaths is the easiest!
Haha..at first i totally agree with that statment...
now....haha..i think i am the stupiest in 5S3...
the brainless..useless..worthless..is me!!

I am currently at the DANGER ZONE =(

Trials was so terrible,
all those unexpected questionss came out,
my situation got worst each day =(
which really ruined my mood!
Especially some subjects such as Physics,Biology and Chemistry,
which made me so upset about it..
i was so angry for myself yet very disappointing..
i hope my experiment planning was right..
when i heard my friends drawing EUREKA CAN
i almost faint....
all of my papers were totally BAD!
I really tried my best..
what if i cant score good grades...
shoot..
i think all of my buddies did very well...
Teachers said that our class didnt do well for Paper 2...
i started to worry...our add maths,biology and chemistry teacher
told us the same thing....
when i was about to prepare for the test...suddenly...
One of my friend told me something..which really hurts me..
"The position you usually have in class already determine your results the lar!"
I was so like..okay..i know my position is not top 10,
you don't nid to say things like that to hurt me or whatever..
i know you are always top 10 okay? dont need to show off or bragabout...sheesh...
and that day i was having Add maths test..i was like..so hurt...
it strongly reduced my confidence...
and almost affect my thoughts..
Thanks to my sister..
i am fine now =)
thanks!!!

Mum expected me to do very well for this exam,
but i think i cant..
i think my sejarah...moral...will drop...
my science subject..haha...dont think about it...
i really dont know how to save myself....
why others can do so while i cant...
i duno why..but it really annoys and discouraging me...
what should i do? i am at the danger zone..what will happen to me
for the coming SPM? i dont know..i really dont know..

算了

算了吧！
就让它随风而去。。
我
不想不愿去理会了。。。。
你做初一，
我做十五！！！
Never Ever Test My Patience,
I warn you...

哈哈。。

为他。。也就是张栋梁。。。

神魂颠倒。。

糟了！！

每每看见他那灿烂的笑容，

心里也会泛起笑容的涟漪。。。

各位亲爱的朋友们。。

请不要认为我傻！

因为。。

难得让我为一个人那么疯狂。。

你们就让我吧。。。

哈哈，难得我呀可以那么放肆！！

下次再推荐他的歌曲给大家吧！！！！

大家拭目以待吧。。。

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唉。。

开斋节假期后，

得面对压力重重的考试！

大家加油吧！

还有机会“亡羊补牢”

1/2 Way to Go...

Yipee...

can relax...for a while...i guess...

trials..was like....

haiz..duno how to say...

i felt so....sad....

these days....

i duno how to face my results...

it is going to be so EMBARASSING..

i saw some of my friends...taking their forecast results..

and it was like FREAKING AWESOME..

and for me..FREAKING MEMALUKAN..

everyone said that...

trials is the most important exam...

i really tried my best...

i really tried..

i put all my efforts...

but why??

today..one of my friends..said...

why someone memang study liao but still canot de leh?

haiz..that statement was so 100% me...

some subjects were quite okay..such as..maths...haha...bc...

i was so disappointed about my sejarah,bio and physics..

Nevermind...

i sure continue to strive for my trials..until the end....

The Freaking Horrid Trials!!!

YO DUDES!!

Trials is so freaking near....
i think this will be my last post..until the freaking trials ends...
I hereby wish all of you

ALL THE BEST
CONCENTRATE
STUDY HARD
NEVER GIVE UP
BE CONFIDENT
GOOD LUCK
NEVER BE AFRAID TO TRY
REACH FOR THE A'S

haha....NO PAIN NO GAIN!!!
all of us GANBATTE together...

Til then...SAYONARA!!!!!!
ADIOS AMIGOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

一场狂风暴雨即将开战！！

龙卷风，
台风，
闪电打雷，
海啸，
地震，
即将开战！！！
糟了,
我
顿感害怕，
不懂得应付它们。。。
好没用啊！！！
看见其他人
已精神奕奕、万事俱备，
唯有我失魂落魄、战战兢兢。。。
哇！
我不想被龙卷风吹走啊！！！
我一定要振作，
就算是孤军奋战，
不能任它摆布。。。
大家，
咱门一起GANBATTE！！！
别让狂风暴雨，
那么轻易的吹倒我们！！！
我们一定要证明给它们看，
我们不畏、不惧、不怕!!!!!